Praying with your feet

Praying with your Feet

Pilgrimage

I have struggled to be still lately. Rather than fight against it I have used it as an opportunity to walk. Of course having a dog that likes walks (and is well behaved) helps. I have walked further than I have in a long time.
The pain and exhaustion in my body afterwards seems worth it some how. I love to walk and be around wild and trees, or wildish.

 This spot is a spot on the south coast near Hastings that is my teachers meditation spot. It is not and easy walk for me and I wish I had taken more pictures. At some point I was just trying to keep going instead. There is a history of pilgrimage and in the echoes I could see monks walking the path we trod. Apparently it was a pilgrimage path to Canterbury. It was so calm. So clearing. Some connecting somehow. To hear the wind, the birds and the sea. To see porpoise playing in the light. It was magickal.
Although this was the most challenging hike we did the week we were away we went to the sea every day. Stood and gazed at Her beauty.

Coming back to the city is always hard for me and I felt it very keenly. After about a week I could stand it no longer and headed to some local woods.

The rain didn't put me off, in fact I liked it as I knew less people would be out. I have a couple of spots I like to sit in where I am surrounded by "green". During my meditation I saw a kite soar over head.

I got some peace before some human intrusion (a couple come to the woods to fight and a group of boys just squealing like sows).

As I gave up and headed to meet my family further up the hill some more oddness ensued. We could hear flute music. Curious we followed deeper into the wood. We sat and listened together as the curious birds and wisps of music continued. A coppery red little bird was very curious and the sense that a faun would be around the next corner persisted. Leaves sometimes danced being drawn upwards only to fall again.

White feathers fell on me and near me twice. 

I decided I would return this week (the weather has just been too hot for me to even try yet).

It is easy to be an armchair mystic (especially when you are sick or sore) yet being there, and really being there gives me a sense of hope, healing and wonder.

I feel as though the faery found me again while I was away and they haven't been "dulled" by the city-ness yet. It is really a blessing I am unable to even try to put into words.

Next time we go I want to take a bag to pick up rubbish (who leaves beer cans and crap where animals can hurt themselves on it?) I also thought of taking my flute with me too. Sing back to the faun sitting "just around the next bend".

Bright Blessings xxx

Tree Tears: Magick with Resins

Tree Tears

Magick with Resins

Myrrh

Normally associated with the feminine and the moon this resin was often burned in offering to many male solar Gods like Ra. Being both very healing and soothing while also very strong in scent and taste (like TCP and earwax, so you know) apparently gave it it's name from "mur" meaning bitter in Arabic.

 Medically it is hugely helpful as a powerful anti-fungal and antiseptic made into toothpastes, and gargles, washes and balms I can see why it would be a mother's best friend! Even today we find it kills all of the breast cancer cells when tasted, even the most resistant to treatment.

Magickally when burned myrrh unsurprisingly cleanse the space, yet it is also calming and soothing on the mind and emotions. It helps create a sense of peace, mediation and calm. It also greatly increases the potency of anything it is added to. Usually burned with frankincense (another North African tree resin) it is used both to cleanse (objects, places and people) as well as to bless and consecrate them.

Because it is so soothing and wards so well it is used when there are transitions to and from spirit and was used in the birthing room and the funeral hall. While helping those through the liminal space is always useful it is more about those who are there (bringing calmness and healing) to those suffering the pains of life and death of loved ones.

It is wonderful for healing of all kinds because it works on many level and doing healing while burning this potent resin as an incense increases the experience and healing exponentially. So break out the pure resins and burn before, during and after getting your healers hat on and you and your client will reap the rewards! 

I avoid buying powder at all cost because it is far easier to hide the low quality of something crushed almost beyond recognition. Even some cheap resins have melted down the pure resin and mixed it the cheaper gum Arabic and sell that in chunks. I like using only the best as the incense you burn is something you inhale and absorb into your space. It is also an offering, a prayer made of smoke, it should be as good as it can be.

Bright Blessing xxx

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Reincarnation

Reincarnation

The idea that souls and spirits continue beyond death and can be reborn in a living form was present in many Indo-European religious ideas across Asia and Europe and was the basis of many teaching and faiths including Hinduism and Buddhism.
Judeo-Christian ideas almost wiped this idea out of Europe but when the British colonised India (and did some terrible, terrible things) the pollination of ideas began to trickle back to Europe. The ideas of karma and dharma (though misunderstood) slowly creep into Western thought again.
It was however the !960's when Western culture began to re-examine yogic teachings and Buddhist ideas that it gained much ground.
Most people's idea about karma is it is a tit-for-tat. "Do bad and bad will happen."
This is not how karma was ever supposed to work. Dharma has many meanings but to the best of my understanding it is our soul contract with the Universe. It is how you live your life from the inside out (it is no good going good while being "impure of heart".) It is living with a clean soul.
Karma is what happens during and after your life. It is the cosmic soul account. Are you in credit or debt? Every kind act, ever cruel word, large and small.
It is also my understanding that this debt is not only on the individual but within soul families and groups. So your "bad deeds" may appear to go unpunished this life but you may pay in the pain or suffering of those you love.
While some of this was and is used to explain and demonise those who suffer or are abused in life and give credence to strict and unfair hierarchies the complex soul and spirit balances does seem to have something to it.

I would as a child "just know" how to do things. As a teen I was regressed and this opened a floodgate for me of memories. It can be complicated and have seen people mirror or fall back into old patterns from other lives. Sometimes the intense bond or feeling I had for someone is there and they don't remember or don't care. Or care too much. Confusing old feelings for ones this life.In terms of dharma I feel am doing pretty well and I have untangled many knots this time around from many many old lives.
Most people who don't believe in reincarnation either like the idea of heaven or hell (the wicked should be punished?) or think everyone says they were "someone important."
As I started regressing folks myself at about 17, the opposite is often true. From children dying in Victoria gutters to Roman soldiers standing in the rain, eating the same crap every day.
Brand new human souls tend to have a totally different energy.
Old souls are easier to spot. Most folks are somewhere in the middle.
My daughter vividly remembers dying in hospital with blood pouring from her nose. She had a Dad called Danny and played the drums. She was about four or five when she told me that.
The first time I made bread I was weirder out making it on a table rather than on the floor. Most ancient breads are made that way.

I don't know all the answers to reincarnation. I know that there or "other" places through the Veil. Ones of spirit, of those learning there. Yet neither can I ignore my own memories or those I have seen other people experience.

I still make pretty good bread.

Bright Blessings xxx

Dabbling with Spirit

Dabbling with Spirit

For inspiration about what to write I have been trawling Twitter and BOY am I inspired...to smack folks up the back of the head Gibbs style.
I don't quite know what is worse the questions or the replies.

"There's a spirit and I don't know what it is. How do I find out?"

"Poke it with a stick!"

"Make yourself open, use a Ouija board, then poke it with a stick."

After a moment of composure, let me begin. I have worked with spirit on and off all my life and had some serious training because for your safety and the safety of other require it. You should know when to open up, when not to, how to keep yourself safe, how to identify what is what and work with guides.
What I do can be beautiful and unbelievably moving. It is a privilege, but not one I wear lightly. I am quite rare in terms of mediums because my witchcraft training means I give short thrift to bad attitudes (violence especially).
Side effects from dabbling without a good teacher and many hours of training can range from physical illnesses, violent spirit attacks, aura's of death (killing plants and small animals by just being around them) and mental break downs.
Dabbling can ruin not only your life but that of those around you.

When you dabble you are giving attention, and therefore energy to something, something unknown. Something that might have once belonged here or was never supposed to be here at all. It is opening a door, or tearing a hole and all kinds of things can bleed through. If you have "the gift" but are not trained YOU become the tear.
Let me repeat that.
You become the tear, bleeding all kinds of anything where ever you go.
If this happens for long enough it can effect the person so badly that just binding and closing it shut is the safest bet.
This why I would train for hours both by meditating daily since I was 9 years of age to working in circles since I was 18. At 18 I was sitting 3 or more times a week, learning, observing finding where and what the limits were. I learned how to read the energy, how to sense what was good and what wasn't. I built up my team of guides and guardians. I also learned how to ward myself, when to be cautious and when to react quickly.

If you have a spirit problem, speak to a good professional.

If you want to learn or have "the gift" then find a circle, or even a spiritualist church (some are more Christian than other, some are not Christainy at all).

I do not believe you can learn this from a book because much of it is feeling. A sensation, the smell of something rotten even if it looks fine. You will not know how sideways it can go until it does.
A good group can help you be protected and help you learn more in 6 months than reading books about it for 10 years.

Learning from spirit is an amazing experience, one I struggle to put into words. One touch, one moment with your guides or teachers  can change you deeply and profoundly. From art to languages, from deep spiritual knowledge to the trust to have a bit more fun in life.

You can not just jump into this ocean and just swim, and even if you do it doesn't make it less dangerous. Practising, knowledge and training in your local "pool" help a lot.

Bright Blessings xxx

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Book Of Shadows

Book Of Shadows

I started my first BoS or Book of Shadows in 1998.Yet I have always been a notebook scribbler, and a bad diary keeper, and now binge blogger.
My first Book of Shadows is now kept inside a plastic folder as it is falling apart. I got another one, a smart one to look more professional during public rites (it has couple of different Handfastings in it) and a coven/family one that is huge. I also have an original typed Alexandrian BoS as well. That is not counting all my notebooks from teaching Craft for years or my full Dropbox of manuscripts.
A BoS can be many things to many people and back in the day it was all handmade and hand drawn, full of the rituals and prayers. It might have some recipes in the back but correspondences and such were not often put in your BoS but in your diary or journal instead.
A grimoire is a spell book, like a family cook book which is what most people think a BoS is now.
I prefer to try and keep it all separate now. I write my own written Goddess and God charges and prayers in the BIG BoS along with hand drawn and painted artwork.
It amazes me in both a good and slightly sad way that you could just google and print out your BoS these days. I don't begrudge it and calligraphy and cursive script in time consuming and very hard work but there is something meditative and prayer like in the process.
The idea of typing it up on a type writer would have been outrageous in the past but it made a crisp clean copy and is now considered old fashioned and quaint.
There is no right way to have a BoS but I do feel a certain opinion that it is a sacred book, or a enough of a book about the sacred that it should be treated with respect.
If you intend to keep all your magick work together I would suggest either folder or even buying multiple of the same kinds of large notebook that you could get re-bound together at some point.
Try and keep a journal of your magickal work separate because it can be a much more honest form if you do not think anyone will ever read it and that has a power of it's own.
There is a power in ink and paper. A kind of magick all of it's own. Making our mark in your own hand in your own voice is beautiful.

Bright Blessings xxx

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Familars

Familiars

I have written about this briefly before. However maybe I can try and be clearer.
A Familiar is not your pet. You can not turn your pet into your familiar.* This is because much like love magick forcing a sentient creature into a bond is just not okay.
A familiar is a very very rare thing one I have seen twice my whole life.
It is essentially part of your soul in animal form. The best example of this was Bow. Now my friend is a faery, dipping in and out of magick through instinct and will.She was a dog person and trained dogs for years. Then came Bow. He was a rescue dog and something happened. He was a gentle giant of a dog, a white German Sheppard. Now my friend is great at training dogs but this was different.They were inseparable. They went almost everywhere together. It was a partnership, it was like he was her twin in dog form. Now I was raised around working dogs both on the farm and my grandparents guide dogs. This wasn't "training" this was something else.
My friend was training to become a midwife ( which is what we call Obstetric nurses ) when part of her spine started to collapse. She was in agony and had to give up the last year of training. It was stopping her walking.
Bow would just lie his head on her or his back to hers as often as he could. Then something magickal happened. She got better. Much better. Her spine healed in ways it wasn't supposed to. My friend found it easier to walk. Then Bow collapsed suddenly one day. After being rushed to the vet he had a collapsed spine. Bow had taken it from her. He died shortly after.
She has had dogs since, though it took about four years to get over Bows death enough to even try. She trained dogs for disabled people for a while. Yet no matter how much she adores her dog, it is not anything like Bow.
*Nor should you try. It is a disservice to a true familial bond. It is not something you seek out, it is something that finds you. You could not go to a bar, pick someone and say "soul-mate". Well you could but it wouldn't make it true. Forcing that relationship because you "want" it stops you from finding your true familiar. Even if the other person consented "yeah, I'll be your soul-mate" it STILL wouldn't make it true.
That doesn't mean there isn't love there or that it is a bad relationship it just isn't your soul-mate.
It doesn't mean your pets won't help you do magick either (the only time my cat wasn't crazy was when she was in circle before she died).
Caring for and loving an animal makes you a better human being. Caring for the neglected and those who have known only pain is a beautiful and amazing thing. Giving shelter to the cold and voice to the voiceless is the most noble thing you could do.
Don't sully that by trying to force a different kind of bond than one that occurs naturally.

Bright Blessings xxx

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Quick Fixes.

Quick Fixes

"I was spiritual and it didn't fix anything."

"I lost 10 pounds, grew my hair, did yoga, became vegan, joined a coven, meditated everyday, got the guy, got the job and I am still broken."

I figured out today why people who go through a spiritual phase or try constant new fads do it. You see all of this, these things make you feel better for a bit. They lift you for a little while but at some point you get mad, or cranky, let things slide and for a brief moment have the opportunity and obstacle of dealing with yourself.
At which point most folks just run to the next thing that will make them feel better for a little while.
At some point though all that always runs out and something happens you dismiss the thing you are trying as rubbish because you stopped feeling good.
You actually have to deal with your garbage at some point and looking at it can be hard but you have to do it. You have to look at yourself and accept the whole of who you are.
All of your crazy, dark, ugly stuff.
You have to look at all the bones and dirt and death. Lay out the bones. Mourn yourself and others.
Turn the dirt over, fill it with seeds.
Burning incense and throwing a yoga mat over your dead hopes and dreams, is never going to end well. No amount of meditation is going to change you into the unbroken person.
That doesn't mean that there is something wrong with meditation. It is not at fault. You have to stop running.
You have to look at the pain and anger and disappointment. You have to deal with your shame and blame. 
You have to accept that this is who you are. Then you have to let it go.
Let go of the idea of who you should be and cultivate instead who you are.
Quick fixes don't work because they are never going make you different. You can not work from the outside in.
You have to work from the inside out.
You have to accept the fragile vulnerability to connection, love and being loved.
You are never going to be Jesus, Buddha, or a Mother Goddess.
You are going to be you. You might be more polished. You might grow into something different than you ever imagined but you can not paint wings on a caterpillar and call it a butterfly.  You have to instead become caterpillar soup for a while inside that process.
It is weird and messy and can feel like dying but it is real change.
Most people do not "have the time" for this process. As though it wasn't life or important.
It doesn't matter if you are a caterpillar or a gosling it is not an easy process and it looks weird and ugly from the outside, and healing and good from the inside.
We must listen to this calling.
We must follow it deep into ourselves.
You already know who you are. 
You already know who you are and you need to sit down and look at that. Embrace that you kindly.

Bright Blessings xxx